Sunday, February 21, 2010
I Should Wear a Spandex Unitard Everyday...
This week I have felt as vulnerable as if I went to work wearing a Spandex unitard! Giving up things in my life that comfort me and protect me has made me feel open and exposed.(not Diet Pepsi and bagels - although not having these things have made me a little edgy!!). Emotions have been bubbling up at the surface and I've really had to be aware of them - nothing worse than an emotional girl spinning out of control (right guys??). I've had to hear from a friend she is moving away, work has been extremely stressful/busy, and I am really feeling the empty nest - missing Hols so much. However, I also feel in tune with my emotions and have had some great talks with friends and family that have made it worth it, made me feel stronger for it. Sharing myself with people I love is a gift for me and for them. Is it better to bury and ignore the emotions running through me or acknowledge them even when they are painful or uncomfortable. In trying to be my authentic self only the latter could be my answer. When the tears start coming don't worry...it's just a case of "crybabyitis"!
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ReplyDeleteEmotional girl spinning out of control?? I'm afraid I know exactly what you are feeling! Even with crybaby-itis we can move crates and pull teams to victory. Right? As long as my spandex "breathes", I would give it a shot! With vulnerability, comes control....Love you! and your thoughts!
ReplyDeleteHey, we all contract a case of "crybabyitis" every once and a while (even if we aren't suffering dehydration on a deserted island somewhere). Feeling vulnerable leads to being in touch with ourselves and with that comes strength to handle future challenges. That's what I've learned from life and hours of reality TV :)
ReplyDeleteI love your blog! You are being vulnerable by even writing down your thoughts & fears here! I am reading 2 really good books right now that you might like. I feel like I am on this constant journey of "finding myself", what I am meant to be in this life, what makes me truly happy. The books are really great!
ReplyDelete1) The Me I want to be: becoming God's best version of you by John Ortberg
2) A Million Miles in a Thousand Years by DOnald Miller
The 2nd one is a really good & quick read, with great anecdotes for life.
Even though we don't always see the good things about ourselves, our friends and family do!!
Love ya,
Mack
Thanks Mackenzie! I really appreciate the reading suggestions. I think doing this blog is keeping me honest and aware...which is always good :)
ReplyDeletehahaha shannon you are so funny and so is your blog!!
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