Achy Breaky Heart...

Feeling the self-pity today. Missing my Holly girl - she is so far away :( The eternal parental conflict of wanting your kids to be all they can be but also wanting them to stay close to home safe and secure is raging huge in my heart tonight. Holly has been gone for a couple of weeks and I'm missing her so much. She really is such a big part of my life - I feel kinda lost without her here. Technology is amazing with Skype, Facebook and texting I feel like she's so close..but I miss giving her hugs and getting them from her, I miss how she smells and seeing and hearing her laugh...jumping in my bed and just cuddling and talking (she still does that at 19 years old!)...hoping tomorrow is a better one...I luv you Hols...Mommy